sad ... hurting word ..

felt kinda sad so write it out .. By this time should be going to slp le .. but my ite fren msg mi .. hai .. gt 1 of the msg is like this 'liddat ur life is hopeless lah ... since u already gt this attitude .. i c hw long u can survive .. u can FOREVER work at snk lah huh if u like ... earn a $800 per mth pay .. elaine time to wake up lah ... last time course u also liddat .. stop giving up when u know its nt over yet .. haiyo' . hai ... i told him i will contiue if there still hope to pass this course by this yr .. if cant pass le must retain half yr more .. i felt tat there is no use to continue lor ... cos it useless... anyway he hav his point .. i look like i dun care .. seriously i do care 4 my future .. who wanna earn tat less pay n hav a dark future ... who dun wanna to earn lot of money .. i'm nt born to be smart wad .. even i wanna study i just cant let my self concerate in .. haiii .. i felt sorry 4 my perious ite teacher n ite fren who care 4 mi too .. they alway make a effort to morning cal mi n when i didnt cm to sch they will msg mi wad to do .. make my fren n family disappointed le .. such a useless person i am ... haiiii ....